Realization.


LSE Beaver

You know when things are just surreal? When everything around you just seems like a dream and you’re waiting to wake up? That sums up my life at this moment quite well. I just finished packing the two suitcases that contain my life for the next twelve-plus months, and am slowly putting the finishing touches on my carry-on. As I put away my Let’s Go Europe book and zipped up a pouch of toiletries, it dawned on me: I am leaving the United States in two short days. I have one real day left in the US, and then I will be sitting on a flight to the United Kingdom, courtesy of United Airlines. Not only am I moving to another country, I’m moving to another country to study at one of the best institutions in the world. If ever there were one single word needed to describe this university, “institution” sums it up pretty effectively: educating the likes of John F. Kennedy, fifteen Nobel prize winners, a load of Prime Ministers, Presidents, Kings and Queens speaks volumes. Whomever looked through my application and decided that I should study at the same institution that bred that prominence is my new hero. There is such a mixture of excitement (for the opportunity to study at such a magnificent university) and nervousness (for fear of being overwhelmed by the brilliance of it all). I find that for me, the nerves typically breed greatness; at the times when I fear failure in any capacity, I put in that much more time and effort into being able to compete and succeed.

One of the underlying reasons for deciding to study in Europe was to create an inherent opportunity to travel and see the world. I truly feel that experiencing the way that other people live is an eye-opening, life-altering experience that is necessary for total self-actualization. I don’t fully think that I can be the greatest version of myself without knowing everything that is out in the world. There are people to meet, perspectives to understand and valuable lessons to learn, and without having gained that worldly knowledge, your world stunts you; it is too small for you to fully grow and develop. That essentially sums up my greatest goal for the year. To grow and develop. In every possible capacity; as an academic, as a youth of the world and as a human being. Everyone talks about how experiences like this change your life and your views forever. At this point in my life, I think I’m more than open to that.

So, in conclusion, here’s to an amazing year; a year of change, a year of growth and a year of amazing adventures.

Now I’m off to enjoy my last few moments in the States.

Lots of love,

SignatureStamp

Here’s an undergrad lesson for those not versed in Maslow’s Heirarchy of Needs (summed up in a super-fun pyramid):

Maslow

 

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3 responses to this post.

  1. Posted by Anonymous on September 16, 2009 at 8:11 PM

    Have a wonderful trip, I hope the Benadryl kicks in and gives you some peaceful sleep during your flight. You are really going! I get excited when I go to Tahoe for the weekend; can’t even imagine how you are feeling right now.
    Keep bloggin…Have a safe flight

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  2. Posted by Anonymous on September 21, 2009 at 8:57 AM

    Don’t worry about adapting to the LSE. We are all normal people and I can almost guarantee that most other people have similar apprehensions. I also experienced moments of feeling overwhelmed before I started (as an academic member of staff) but I’ve been here 2 years now and can truly say there is no where else I’d rather be. As you say, the range of views and opportunities to challenge and expand horizons here are endless and there is never a dull moment. Congratulations on your acceptance and best of luck with the course.

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    • Thank you for the reassurance! I’ve felt much better since arriving; getting to see the campus and meet other students has been invigorating. I’m definitely excited to start the year!

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